You know, it's not that I'm not grateful for people caring about Lucy and I while Joey is gone. I feel very comforted that people care enough to make sure we're doing alright, but the more I hear "how are you holding up"? the more I miss Joey. Today was kind of rough on me. I went out to the in-laws house for my BIL's going away party (he's joining the Army!) and being around his family, without him, was rough.
Today is the first day I felt like really crying and felt like I wasn't strong enough.
Tomorrow is a new day and I will take it as it comes.