I spend way to much time on facebook, and I care way to much what people think of me. It hurts my feelings when my posts and pictures go ignored. It hurts my feelings to see people, who I thought were to busy to hang out with me, post about what a fun day they had with other friends. It hurts my feelings to be ignored by people I thought were my friends. I sat here and cried for a good 20 minutes this morning, for truly no reason other than I was feeling ignored.
I don't have a lot of friends in San Diego, like almost none. I sit at home and do nothing a lot of the time. I have a couple good friends, but none that I hang out with all the time. None that I can just call and be like, "hey let's go to the movies, or lunch, or bowling.. or whatever". I don't have that here, and it makes me crazy.
Don't get me wrong, I love being a mom and a wife, but my only outlet has been facebook and I think it's starting to contribute to depression. It makes me realize how pathetic my life really is.
So, I'm taking a break from it. I am going to step away and get my act together. I'll focus on my blog and my scentsy, goose, sailor man, and my life. When I do go back, I think I'll probably be deleting a bunch of people that I thought were good friends, who have done nothing but ignore me as of late.
Like I said, I know I sound like a pathetic loser - no need to remind me.