I confess that I know this is a little confusing, since I "started" 4 weeks ago -- but hear is my explanation. I have been apart of this Mormon Mommie's group since Myspace about 5 years ago. Well, we're in another group called "MoMoz Losers". It's basically a "Biggest Loser" challenge among friends. We each throw in $10 and check in every week. So this is week 1, and instead of clogging up folders and getting confused, I'm going to use the same each week for both Losers and my weekly blog post. I confess that it just makes things easier on my brain!
I confess that this has not been my best week. I've been feeling emotional and stressed after coming to a realization (due to OPSEC I can't and wont go into details..). I've also started my period, which led to more emotionaliness and stress when I realized that once again, I'm not pregnant. I confess I understand how hard I'm being on myself, but I confess that I thought I should have 3 kids by now. I confess that it's hard for me to deal with the trouble I'm having. I confess it's waring on me, and probably everyone around me too.
I confess that I'm really mad at my doctor. Remember how I said I loved her a while ago? Well now she's stopped returning my calls, and so once again, I'm missing a round of Clomid. I confess that I don't miss the side effects, but I don't want to miss the chance of getting the help we need! I confess I feel stupid calling the office twice a day, only to be ignored.
I confess that this last week Sailor Man and I watched a movie called "Invaders from Mars". A science fiction film from 1952. Let me tell you how totally awesome this movie was. I confess that both Sailor Man and I actually enjoyed it.
I'm telling you awesome special effects, and I confess those aliens -- a little creepy! *it's on instant netflix if you want to check it out!
I confess that I'm really excited about this weekend. Not for any particular reason, we just got a new backyard set. We've been wanting one but haven't had the extra money to spend, and this last pay period we did! AND Target had patio stuff on clearance! So I confess that we will be spending many a summer evenings, and probably fall since weather doesn't change much around here during the seasons, outside! I confess that I love eating outside. There is something special about eating dinner outside. *pictures to come, Sailor Man is outside working right now..