I confess that I was pretty relieved to see the +.8 pounds. Yes, relieved. I got sunburned last weekend pretty bad on my back, and I haven't been able to do much exercising this week. I confess that I haven't been eating to well either, so when I woke up this morning and got on that scale, I confess I was scared of what the number staring back at me would be. I confess that I never realized just how unflattering these pictures are until today. I confess that puts me in a mood to change, but nothing like this picture makes me want to change.... Y.U.C.K.
(excise my brothers hand and leg, I cropped him out)
I confess I never realized that is what I looked like. I also confess that I felt humiliated last night, at the movies (yes I saw Harry Potter, wooooot!) when I barely fit in the seat. Sure, we were all crammed in like sardines, but I had very little wiggle room. I died a little inside.
I confess I cried for a good 15 minutes last night, because I'm afraid of skin cancer. I was stupid when I got my sunburn, I didn't put sunscreen on, and now my back is peeling and itchy. It looks awful, and I confess it freaks me out to think I could get cancer from my stupid stupid choice. I confess that from now on, I will be a sunscreen nazi.
Since we're on the topic of crying, I confess that I totally cried at Harry Potter. I can't believe it's over. This is the series that got me to read for pleasure. I didn't want to read it because it was a "baby book" (I was 15!), but I read the first 4 in a week and then the next 3 I finished the day it came out (exception was the 5th book. It came out the day we got married, so I could only read it on my down time. Sailor Man only let me read it on the plane to and from our honeymoon... meanie). I confess that I adore Harry. I will miss him. I will miss looking forward to books and movies. Sad day.
I confess that I haven't felt like blogging much lately. I confess that it feels that some of my posts go unnoticed. I confess that it hurts to put so much effort into something, to have no feedback - positive or negative. I feel like blah! I confess that I have serious blog envy sometimes.
I confess that I miss cable, I miss the food network mostly, but cable in general. I confess we get the basic channels with our fancy antenna, but I want my trash TV too. I confess that I realllllly like "Storage Wars", and I miss watching it. I confess that I even miss Keeping Up With The Kardashians. SMH!
I confess that I look forward to this every week. I confess that I understand my posts are mainly about weight loss, but I am trying to branch out to other topics. I confess that this is a great way for me to get my feelings out there. I confess that sometimes I am scared to confess everything though.