I don't know why I feel this way, but I do. I do care so very much what people think of me, and it's hard when people don't respond to me. I hate the side effects of this medication, but I'm hoping for a good outcome with it (which on a side note, day 14, the day we're supposed to do it, happens to land on our 6th anniversary -- I'm hoping that will bring good luck!). I just hate feeling so down in the dumps from it, and Sailor Man doesn't really appreciate my crying at the blink of an eye.
P.S. This isn't a "please tell me you like me" post -- it's a general and genuine "I hate feeling this way and I have no where else to vent this too" post. If you're not going to be kind in your comments, don't bother -- I wont publish them.